9.02.2013

Smile - a forced smile

SMILE! you're on Candid Camera. This was in the old times.
Now you are on government surveillance  tapes or Google maps or Facebook.  In fact I tried to get a photo of myself for Google+. Took 30-40 shots a different times. Could not get a natural smile. Or a smile at all. Looking scary all the time. I'm having a problem, most likely. Like - hard life. Or - hard future. I used to smile not matter what and when in danger, to be funny and laugh. Was it a nervous laugh? Is there such a thing as a nervous smile. I think it was a smile saying - This  cannot happen to me. I don't smile anymore. Life happened.